WILL BE BACK. (:

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life's good right now (:
im loving myself more.
thanks to those who brought me down, disappointed me,
made me stop living for you but myself.
it's really something i took really long to get over.
because all the time i know,
i brought all these sufferings upon myself,
i wouldnt say i was more selfless,
but because i cared too much.
& it's time i let go & start loving myself,
even if it means i have to walk alone.

on the other hand,
the actions & responses/reactions ive gotten,
were all because you have moved on as well.
& im happy.
i always look like i dont care,
but nevertheless, you were still my burden to carry.
when you say, listen to this song, thats what i feel,
when you did something & wished i understand,
i brushed them off.
& that's all the more i want you to move on.

but it's human of me to feel all the negativity after you moved on.
i hated the treatment,
but as long it's for the better.

& hey,
after this reflection post.
i realise i still have a long way to go.
because im still caring,
& im still hurting my own.

a friend told me it's human nature to be self centered & selfish,
i disagree.
but what other evidence do i have against this comment,
except for myself?
maybe the one not human,
was none other than myself.
but im still finding my way back on track,
just you wait (:

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